16.04.2023
1459 görüntülenme
Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone
Heart full of pain, head full of stress
Handful of anger held in my chest
I never know just why you run
So far away, far away from me
I'm tired of being what you want to be
I don't need you anymore, don't want to be ignored
I don't need one more day, of you wasting me away
It's easier to run, replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end, it doesn't even matter
You try to take the best of me, go away
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
God, put me out of my misery
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It's out of my control
We held our breathe when the clouds began to form
But you were lost in the beating of the storm
I wanna see you choke on your lies
Swallow up your greed
Suffer all alone in your misery
When the lights go out and we open our eyes
Out there in the silence, I'll be gone, I'll be gone
Give up your heart left broken
And let that mistake pass on
'Cause the love that you lost wasn't worth what it cost
And in time you'll be glad it's gone
I try to keep this pain inside but I will never be alright
Fighting myself, I always lose
Heavy is the heart that's filled with anger
I don't know
What to think anymore
Maybe things will get better
Maybe things will look brighter
Maybe, maybe, maybe
She said she loved you
And lied to you
People come around
People let you down
Anywhere you go
Anywhere you see
It's real
No need to hear your voice or see your face
To know that you are with me
No need to kiss your lips or hold your hand
To know that you can feel me
It's cold and dark, I think I'm going insane
The end is coming, it's true
I'm all alone and I am screaming your name
It seems that's all I can do
How the thought of you cuts deep within the vein
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